I just have to let this one out. I really don't know where I'm going to take a stand as of the moment but as far as I know I am really attracted to you. I'm sure you've heard of this a dozen of times already but who won't be attracted to a wonderful girl just like you? I mean for godsake, you're pretty, you're witty ( ui rhyming! ), you have a sense of humor that I really like and the best of all I can see the sincerity in you. I really don't know how to put my feelings anymore. Yes I'm attracted to you but inlove? I hate using that word because I know that it's still early to feel this way for you but either way it's pointing to that direction it's just that I can't say it yet.

I've said this a million times before and I'm going to say it again. The feeling is euphoric. It's like entering a state of bliss. Can't explain how happy I am just to be with you. The butterflies in my stomach keep on rolling because of you. But why? I have no idea. As long as I'm happy I know I'm going to be fine.

Too bad you're with a guy already. Well I should be happy for you? I think? How come I always end up this way? Goodluck to the both of you. I just wish I can show you how much you mean to me.

god i hate my life.